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I Saw Your True Feelings

by Baycun

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Overflow 00:11
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Find You 06:26
I lie awake every single night Wondering if what I did was right Did I get too close Or was this the kind of thing that you usually get from others I haven't been back there since then And I wonder if it's changed much Or if all that's changed Is the bond I broke we had I tried to find you somewhere in my mind But all the bits and pieces lie broken and discarded by my side It is just too late I wish I'd stopped time For your sake and for mine, I wish I'd stopped time All the bits and pieces (x2) Discarded by All the bits and pieces (x2) Discarded by You usually get, you usually get (x2) Get from others You usually get, you usually get (x2) Get from others I tried to find you in my mind I tried to see if I could stop time But it was too late for us to rewind So I just confined myself for all time Pull yourself together! Listen to you, why me, why me, you're always hiding behind other people! I tried to find you I tried to stop time (x6) I tried to, tried to, tried to find you I tried to (I tried to find you) I tried to stop time I tried to find you
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Swpl 02:58
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My Dimension 03:26
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Interlude 01:55
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Side to Side 05:08
You were so precocious And out of your depth Remember what you said to me After they all left? I never forgot The glances you gave And look at me deceiving myself That your soul was mine to save Side to side to side to side (x2) You can't hide, no, you can't hide Side to side to side to side (x2) Don't even try Side to side to side to side (x2) You can't hide, no, you can't hide Side to side to side to side (x2) Do you trust me with your life? And I keep watching you across the floor I just can't stop I want it more and more Why does it always seem that You and me can't settle the score? I'm tired of your questioning You cut down too easily I don't know what's good for me I'll let you decide (Side to side!) Side to side to side to side (x2) You can't hide, no, you can't hide Side to side to side to side (x2) Don't even try Side to side to side to side (x2) You can't hide, no, you can't hide Side to side to side to side (x2) Do you trust me with your life?
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Farwell 01:50
This world was built to last But now it's fading fast This world is all I have Don't take away my past (x3) This world was built to last This world was built to last But now it's fading fast This world is all I have Don't take away my past
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This album was conceptualized in late April of 2021 and finished September of that same year, most of the ideas for it compositionally and conceptually be catalyzed by rewatching one of my favorite animes, Alien 9, with a close friend in person. The earliest started tracks were all the ones centered around samples from the show's wonderful score, and in general I felt as though the album began to take more concrete shape once I began to relate it to a theme that that show shares, with a lot of my favorite media that is also sampled throughout the record, of trying to chase an idealized permanent fantasy and "keep the dream alive" of something, long after the moment has passed and the impermanence of everything in life has robbed you of what you felt was perfect in that now past time. When that theme popped up lyrically while writing Find You, I felt it fitting to see it through to incorporate it as much as possible in all the other lyrics I wrote. I think whatever we experience in life, whatever positive, important imprints are made upon us as we perpetually move forward, the things that made me feel more alive in certain moments than I do normally are what keep me tethered to wanting to continue to move forward. So I guess that's what this whole thing is about: recognizing the futility of wanting that, calling it impossible, and chasing that dream anyways.

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released July 9, 2022

Production on all tracks, vocals on 2, 4, 6, 8, and 9, by Baycun. Vocals on track 8 by BRADOIS. Production on track 7, vocals on track 8 by Dozzyrok. Sample on track 1 from FLCL. Samples on tracks 2, 8, and 9 from Alien 9 OVA, composed by Kuniaki Haishima. Sample on track 4 from Sonic Shuffle OST, composed by Ryo Fukuda. Samples on tracks 6 and 10 from Synecdoche, New York. Sample on track 6 from Castles in the Sky by Ian van Dahl. Sample on track 7 from What It Is by Busta Rhymes. Sample on track 7 from Magoo Opening by Cornelius. Sample on track 8 from Night on the Galactic Railroad.

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